WOOD FOR THE TREES
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mothership part one
His arms are all pudge until they reach his wrist, where it is as if an elastic band has tightened and pulled the flesh in. And then a spludge out again into a fat palm and five fingers that pad my breast like a cat…
hare’s corner
When I was feeling homesick in Berlin I would play an album by Colm Mc Con Iomaire called The Hare’s Corner / Cúinne an Ghiorra. Something about the space and lift and surge of it filled that gap and spoke of home. Our house now…
referendum
Here are my thoughts on the upcoming referendum to repeal the 8th amendment of our constitution. For those of you reading this from outside Ireland, this coming Friday May 25th Irish people are being asked to vote on whether or not to remove a clause…
round and round the garden
Hello again. It's been awhile. I've been having trouble working out what to say. In a strange way, being in hospital was the perfect place to write. I had time and time and time. 30 minute showers. Prescribed bed rest. And drama happening almost constantly.…
palimpsest
I've been thinking some more about time. Thinking back to those first posts I wrote about our 'new life' and the time I would have, the space. And how over the past few weeks I've felt like I used to in the city. No time.…
trip I & II
Trip Part I 06.40am It is still pitch black outside. Oscar and I are going on a road trip. The moon last night was a super blue blood moon and still hangs bright in the sky. The water logged tractor tracks in the field across…
Body + Time
Whilst having a bath yesterday: ‘Mama, why is there soil in your belly button?’ (My belly button has turned black inside since giving birth) On getting out of the bath yesterday: ‘Mama, why do you wobble all over’ (Three months in bed whilst growing a…
thoughts on returning home
Oscar came home to us on what was his planned delivery date. A day shy of 36 weeks. And a day shy of a month he’d been with us. It was also the winter solstice - the turn of the year, the step into the…
ophelia
So Ireland is all hunkered down waiting for Ophelia. Storm proofing, drain clearing, battery charging. Out my window there is a tropical balminess to the air coupled with fierce gusts that have the pleasant side-effect of de-soup-smelling the ward. But we are at the ready.…
a suggestion
Someone, we can’t work out who, has explained to Max in great detail how they will be delivering the baby. He has it pretty bang on: the doctors will cut through the layers of Mama’s skin and muscle in her belly with a knife, take…
wood for the trees
The shocking warm gush of blood as it blossoms out of you onto the fresh hospital sheets. Press the bell, the bounce of the floor boards, the rush of the midwives. And the world shrinks to a pin prick. You don’t even need to mind…
mice & men
The best made plans of mice and men, eh? As I wrote about our move from Berlin to Ireland, I was well aware the stream-lined dream would be interrupted by the elbows and knees of reality. But I was thinking more along the lines of…
shake it up
Living in Berlin for these 8 years has made me feel more European than island-living ever can. Being on the mainland. The idea that you can hop in your car or catch a train to Czech, to Austria, to Switzerland, or keep on going and…
the way there
A work trip to New York for us both; B. for a gig, me touring with a show. Somehow we ended up spending New Year’s Eve on a warm and strange Bahaman island. A bad cold, coupled with some American Horse-Tranquiliser medication meant I kept…